Its Memorial Day. I’m babysitting. Leaving in an hour or so. Can’t wait to probably do a whole bunch of nothing with my friends but its whatever, I don’t mind. I love my friends so nothing seems fine to me. I went to the beach earlier, I’m getting dark now. Real dark. Prom/Wildwood is this weekend. Ask me if I’m ready for any of it? Nope not one bit. I know Thursday is going to be awful. I’m gonna be all over the place doing nonsense, running around, completing all the things I should’ve done already. I think I’m gonna get the inside of my lip tattooed in Wildwood, who knows? 

What else is on my mind? Hmmm.. I miss Scott a lot. I wish he was around to kiss and cuddle with. I wanna show off my tan body to him so he can be jealous. Whatever, he claims hes darker. Liar. 

I’m gonna go do more irrelevant things. Waiting for time to pass. Good talk.